Hi Caits, I miss you so flipping much. I’m cuddling my little cow and imagining you’re cuddling yours. There’s nothing i want more than a cuddle from you right now, and it hurts that i can’t. I love you so flipping much. Not a single moment goes by when i don’t think of you. Not one. I’ve started to accept that this is just how i will survive, still broken, trying to get by without you, until we meet again. Whether its 70 years or 7, who knows. But knowing you will be there, smiling at me and waiting for me, means i no longer fear the unknown, because it’ll bring me back to you. Until then, i’ll try to make you proud, and try to look after your mum and dad as best i can. I love you all the world Caits xx