I miss you so much Caits. The past few days have been particularly difficult, but thanks to the course i’ve been doing over those days, i am now an official First Aider. I passed my exam today, and the entire time i was thinking about you. How you cared so much for everyone and every thing, and because hopefully i can help prevent someone else from losing a loved one if, god forbid, i ever needed to. I wouldn’t wish this chasm on anyone. I just want to hug you and be able to talk to you, tell you about everything. Just know that i love you so much, and that i continue to strive to make you proud.